Tuesday, November 30, 2004

GO FRESHMEN AND SENIORS!!!

WOOHOO! We beat the sophomores and juniors. I officially cannot wait until next year's Powder Puff game.
But jeez, some of those girls on the S/J team were being rough. Meredith and Mary K got hit in the face and I got hit in the cheekbone by Jackie's forehead. It was all worth it though. Playing right guard, I didn't do a whole heck of a lot besides block, but it was pretty fun. But when we were playing defense I was always across from Nancy, which was pretty funny. As soon as she would go to block she would start saying "no, no!" over and over. A couple times in the fourth quarter I thought I'd bug her and I was like "yes, yes!" All in all it was probably one of the best times I've had getting really hot and sweaty in a long time.

Oh yeah, this are a bit better with my History Day partners, so that's pretty awesome. And I played a load more during band on that oboe today. It was pretty awesome too.


Monday, November 29, 2004

A Few Reasons Why Today Sucks

Yes, today actually sucks. I never say sucks so obviously it really does. Anyway here they are (in no particular order)...

1. I can't play oboe. I've been playing for approximately four days, all of that practice fully on my own and I'm supposed to be able to play nine scales, Unison Scales Sheet Part 1 (obviously there is more coming. how exciting!), and freakin' Christmas music. I've gotten myself all worked up over it, even to the point of crying which is not necessary. And I thank David for helping my finally realize that. I've not only got that to practice, but I've got to work on Mr. Stafford's project and History Day.
2. Speaking of History Day I'm getting frustrated with not only it, but also my partners. I don't mind if they read this because I have a feeling that some time very soon I will come right out to them and let them know they are driving me crazy.
3. Mr. Stafford's project...HA! Haven't even had a good start on it. I've taken, what, a page of notes. That's sure to get me an F! Just what I need in that class. I also have to catch up on Lord of the Rings journal entries, again!
4. Because I've got all this stuff to do people find it a good idea for me to just take a day off and work on it. This is causing me stress as well because I'm having many thoughts about actually asking my mom for a day off. Although, considering I have NEVER missed a day of school since kindergarten, I don't think I am going to go and miss one in ninth grade just because I need to catch up on school work.
A solution to all the work would be for the seven teachers I have get together and know who is doing a project when. This would help so many students and there stress. No wonder so many people are failing! I can't wait until next year. Only four classes a day and one of them band (I still absolutly love it, even if I can't play oboe).

Okay, so maybe there aren't as many reasons why today sucks as I thought there was. Maybe I just didn't want to go into great detail because I would have said something I didn't need to. But really when all of these things come together in one day, it really isn't the greatest feeling to have at the end of the day. All in all today hasn't been the best day ever.


Sunday, November 28, 2004

Confusion and Christmas; They Really Go Hand in Hand, Don't They?

I don't know what to do. I don't know if it's just a guy thing or what, but why do they have to get their friends to talk to you for them? I would just like people to come to me with their feelings. And with the feelings I know are there I don't want to have to pry for expressing.

Onto less complicated things. I finally got some Christmas shopping done. I'm quite happy about that. I've good bit more to do though.
History Day is not getting very far and I officially despise deadlines, with a burning passion that is. I need to get together with Kate and Chloe but there's no time to do that with PowderPuff football practice and game, along with marching practice this week. I've also got to work on that wacko research paper for Mr. Stafford. I really don't know what to do with that.
Well, all I'm doing is rambling. I'm out for now.



Saturday, November 27, 2004

Football's State

WHATWHAT?!? Cheraw's football team is going to STATE, buddy! But that's not the best part! We get to march this at Williams Bryce stadium. The Williams Bryce part isn't the best, but hey, we get to march this week (wow, I am such a band dork).
Anyway, onto the game. We beat Hanahan 35 to 7? Something around that. Andrew started dancing...that was...interesting. He also spilt his hot chocolate on some woman he didn't know and she got all mad. It was on one of those ski type jackets though, so it would have wiped off with water. Erica, Dana, and Malcolm were acting crazy, big surprise. That's who I was hanging out with most of the time. Oh yeah, and Willie. I think someone purposely broke his reed during our third quarter break; it looked terrible. The guy couldn't even play his saxophone.

My Thanksgiving was pretty good. I got to sleep until like 12:30, but unlike any previous Thanksgiving I was at my grandma's house. I totally missed the Macy's parade and I was a little bummed. Of course I found some channel with the DCI chamionships on, so that was pretty awesome. And then I just hung out with the family for the rest of the day.
I really have so much to be thankful for though. I've got LOADS of friends and everything is just great right now. Things with God are pretty good too. Of course how can it not when life is? I need to catch up on my Bible reading though, I'm seriously slacking off.
Well, if you note what time it is, you know that's it's late. Or early which ever way you would like to put it. I'm tired and out...


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

My Freak Out

Today was really scary. I'm worried that I might have diabetes or something like that, but it doesn't make sense. This morning I ate breakfast at Coles with Collin, Andrew, and David. Then I had school or whatever. When I got to Mrs. Ellerbe's class we had a pizza party because we brought the most canned goods, ect. for the food drive. I had two slices of pizza and three Kik-Kat bars. When I got to lunch I felt okay for a while, but I didn't eat anything because I've pretty much been eating all day. I did have a bottle of water though. During lunch Coach Jones, who I don't really know, came over to where Katlyn, Beka, Banks, Leslie, and I were sitting and told me that Dr. Cobb (the principle) needed to see me. I swear my heart stopped of a second. As I stood up to go see him I totally got zoned out and the entire lunchroom got silent. I was so freakin' scared. And all he talked about was the Powder-Puff football game. That pissed me off. Although, when I got to Mr. Stafford's class I asked him if I could step outside and get some air. I felt like I wasn't getting enough oxygen to my brain or something. He was like "I can't let you leave class," so I just dealt. Then we had to go to the library because we have to do research for some paper we have to do for his class. It was cool in there so I really hoped that maybe the nervous feeling would go away and I would be able to breathe easier. I started looking really flushed and my eyes got red and glassy. Regina, who is in my group for the research thing told Mr. Stafford I really needed to get something or call because I never feel bad. He was like if she needs to leave she can make a pass to call home. I didn't want to leave though. You have to be present so much of each block to be counted present, and seeing as I've had perfect attendance since kindergarten I didn't want to leave. My eyes started watering, along with me crying. Mr. Stafford said I needed to call or stop crying because I couldn't just sit there. So I finally stopped, but I still felt really shaky. You couldn't tell I was shaking, but I could feel my nerves just shaking inside. Regina has diabetics so I got to talk to her about it. She was told me it was possible that I might have it, but I mean it could just be something else, but I don't have a clue what. Later Mr. Stafford came over and felt my forehead because he finally realized that I really didn't feel good; I'm usually so talkative and hyper in his class. He said I was a little warm, but I knew I was really hot earlier. After the craziness in there I felt like someone was watching me all afternoon.
After school I didn't know if I wanted to tell my mom or not, but I did. She's a little worried because I've been tired a lot lately and I'm always taking naps and whatnot. I'm a bit worried about what might be going on with me. :-/ Please pray for me.

Monday, November 22, 2004

annoyed~

I know that Thanksgiving is coming up and all, but my mom is driving me crazy! I can't do anything; I feel like this is one of those cliche teenager shows that you always hear about, where in the end everything is okay. Well, guess what! Right now I'm not to the "everything is okay" part. I should be so happy and flattered, but I just can't be. We have only two days of school this week, a football game on Friday, and four people like me! But on Wednesday my mom and dad want to go to Kings Mountain where all my family lives. I want to go, but they don't plan to come back until Sunday! The thing is I pretty much have to go to the game on Friday. I mean, I've got to play with the band and all. I don't want to be one more thing that Mr. Pruitt has to deal with and I know so many people aren't going to be there anyway. I also would like to be in Cheraw to listen to Thomas ending sermon on relationships and whatnot. But on Sunday, my Great Aunt is having a big lunch, just like she does every year. I don't have a problem with this, I just wish I could get back in time for church Sunday night.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Those Tigers and the Craft Show

How 'bout those tigers!?! Clemson won of course; what did anyone expect!?! At the beginning of the season I thought we would get our tails beat. By the end I knew who would win :-D!
So yeah, today was pretty cool. I got to sleep until twelve-thirty this afternoon. My dad finally came into my room and was like "Wake up! It's almost one-o-clock!" I totally shouldn't have because I needed to get ready to work at the Craft Show. Well, when I finally got there I hung out with Regina and her friend Katherine. We were looking around at some bracelets and stuff and I got a really early Christmas present. I only had five dollars on me, but I found one of those pearl-like bracelets, that was that much. I didn't want to buy it because I couldn't get a drink later if I did. So she bought it for me for Christmas. Then I hung out with Majik; that was pretty cool. We talked about random stuff...the Clemson/Carolina game, all that good stuff. Then the Craft Show was basically over. Thomas Cassidy had this really neat purse that he bought for his girlfriend, Raechel, for Christmas. It was like a Skittle bag, it was weird, but pretty neat. I walked over to the booth where he bought it and they had some inexpensive wallets that I had to get one of. I bought a Kit-Kat one. I really think those would make cute gifts for Christmas.
Then we had to help load up everybody's stuff. After that Mrs. Ballard (who I miss SOOO terribly) took me home. Then I got online tonight and found out straight from the person that he likes me (which is good that he told me. I get sick of other people telling things like that). I'm totally flattered that people like me, I just don't feel ready for a relationship right now. Not that I don't like this guy. I've thought about liking him, but I wouldn't let myself. I really don't think I'm a normal teenager. Most teenage girls would almost kill for a boyfriend, and I'd rather not have one. I don't know, I just have to wait on God's good time. Only he can let me know when I'm ready. Until then I just hang with everybody.

Friday, November 19, 2004

Lord of the Rings

Wow! I'm never going to be able to get up in the morning, but I'm not tired. I've been in my room writing journal entries for the past who knows how long trying to prepare for any checks or test Mr. Stafford might decide to have tomorrow. He sort of hinted. I've written thirteen entries and watched the movie so I better be ready for any test. But guess what! I've done all those journals and I still don't have them all done! Lord of the Rings really isn't that bad, well the movies at least. I had being made to read it though.
Well, I've got to go get some sleep. Good Night!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

"A Night in Tunisia" Better Known as "Manteca"

Tonight the band had that live TV performance. Yes, I was on TV. Whatwhat?! Actually I was playing my clarinet and I was on ETV. Who in the world watches ETV anyway!?! Well, I guess most of Cheraw did for an hour. Anyway, the show was about Cheraw and we had some TV special about it because of Dizzy Gillespie. Or maybe just about Cheraw. I don't know.
Anyway, so this is live TV or whatever and before we are about to perform the announcer person said we were going to be playing "A Night in Tunisia." We had already played "A Night in Tunisia" for the opening. So we ended up playing "Manteca" as planned. Well, most of us did. The peanut gallery (drummers) started playing "A Night in Tunisia." Thankfully they were actually looking at Mr. Pruitt who gave them the "What the heck are you idiots doing!" look and they stopped. Of course, we all knew something would probably go wrong, being on live television and all.
Katie was interviewed after we performed and they asked about the song or whatever. She should have been like actually we played "Manteca and you folks messed up." That would have been funny, but I guess sort of mean.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Powder-Puff and Searches

So yeah, today was pretty cool. I'm at Chloe's house chilling by myself because her, China (her sister), and Bradley (he went to watch) are at play practice. Oh yeah, her mom's here now. She just walked it a few minutes ago. I'm supposed to be working on homework or history; I'm not, obviously. Powder-Puff football practice was pretty cool. We learned a good many more offensive plays, and started some defensive. While we were out on the practice field some of the guys that are cheering for the game came out there. They watched and laughed at us. Then they got out on the field and started playing around.
I don't know what Andrew thinks. We were blocking or whatever and he gets across from me and starts blocking back. Then he was like, "Come on! Hit me hard!" I didn't want to of course, I mean that would be not only weird, but I didn't want to hit him. He asked me why, you're going to have to block Tuesday night (that's when the game is). I said that I wouldn't have a problem with it Tuesday, I just didn't want to just hurt him (not that I would). The reason I won't have a problem Tuesday night is because a lot of the people on the other team aren't exactly my favorite people. Anyway, he did that a couple more times, but then just left. I don't know if he was freaked out by what I said or what. Anyway, that was pretty weird.
The rest of today was pretty good. Better then how my stressed out self was yesterday. We had a random nine-weeks search during Coach White's class and all of us had to go out to the hallway and get us and our things searched. Everybody was fine and the beeper thing, only beeped on things like belt buckles and whatnot. Until, the guy got to Ryne. I felt totally sorry for him. I mean the least amount of trouble he's going to get into is five days OSS. He had a pocket knife in his pocket. He said that he had those pants on last night, and he forgot he had the knife in there. I wonder what kind of trouble he got into though. I mean I don't think he would do anything with the knife. After the search he was taken to the office and later he came back to Coach White's room to get his stuff. Then he left again. No one knows what happened to him after that.
Oh yeah, I just talked to my mom on the phone, the doctor said my grandpa did fine, but they're going to have to wait on news of his recovery.

Monday, November 15, 2004

"Today is a Good Day"

Today was absolutely crazy! Seriously, I was stressing out, but you would have never known if you saw me because I was really happy and smiley. I get that way when I'm stressed because I have to try to make myself think positive. I kept telling myself, "Today is a good day." I'm determined that if I tell myself that enough that today will actually be a good day. Coach White asked me how I was doing today in math. I just about let all of my feelings out, but I still had the hyper face going so he thought I was on some kind of adrenaline rush. So anyway, drama from last night kept me thinking. Then Kristin told me about someone liking me which is weird and one more thing I have to deal with right now. I mean I am totally flattered, but as I've said many times previously, I have to get God and me right before me and another guy. Thankfully at lunch I found out that David is NOT mad at me which is great, and one thing I don't have to deal with. I really just need to go to sleep and get my mind off these things.
Anyway, this afternoon was a load better. I had Powder-Puff football practice after school and that was pretty cool. Today I was the...uh...Right Guard...yeah. That was fun and I'm sure watching us all run around trying to play football was too. After that I had to go to Saint David's, the school where my mom works, to work at family night. "Miss" Mary wanted me to dress up as Clifford since they had a book fair and all; I didn't feel like because I obviously haven't had the best day ever. So I didn't end up doing it, and I felt pretty bad. I'm usually one to do something crazy like that. I ended up helping serve hotdogs. Later some of the little kids had to go sing and I didn't feel like watching that either, which was also weird because I love little kids. Afterwards though, I got to hang out with some of my favorite little kids, Summer and Sully. They're really great.
Well, because the only time I've been home today has been this morning before school and right now, I've got to go do homework.

Anyone who reads this please be in prayer for my grandpa who is having surgery tomorrow. Also for my mom and dad who are going to see him and my grandma tomorrow.
Oh yeah, be in prayer for me as I'm as stressed out like I was today. Leave any prayer request if you have any.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Aggravation

I truly thank God that this thing was not working about ten minutes ago. Seriously, I was about mad as heck. I feel MUCH better now. I got to talk to my dad and blow off some steam. Anyway, as to why I am mad. Some people act like stupid hoes and when they get in trouble they're even stupider hoes. I'm really sorry about this at the moment, but I'm mad. Alright, I really need to get off this subject because if God had not not had this thing working, all that had happen would have been written about in here and I am not one to start rumors.

Okay, today Chloe and I actually got some history day work done. Which was really good considering yesterday. We got some sources, once again we didn't have time to actually take notes because we wouldn't have time to on all the sources we found at Francis Marion. So we just wrote down all the info about the title, author, and whatnot. We're going to have to get the books from the state library this week, seeing as we can't check them out not being students there and all. But those books looked like no one besides us two had ever touched them, even though a few had some writing/notes in them.
Well gosh, it's amazing how fast things can change. I think David's mad at me now. I have absolutely no clue why either. I mean he popped up on Instant massager and was like "hey" "you know what?" I responded "what?" Then he goes "nevermind" "bye." That is such a David thing to do when he's mad; start saying something and not finish (which, by the way, I cannot stand!!!). I really don't like this! Considering he's like a brother to me he's one of the few people I HATE being mad at me. And things at church were so great...


Saturday, November 13, 2004

History Day Research!

Today was pretty cool. Earlier I waited around the house for Chloe to call because we were going to go to Francis Marion to do research for History Day. Well, when Mrs. Pat came to pick us up she had to go see a patient; she's a home health nurse. Anyway, so we got to this person's house it was supposed to take at the most like thirty minutes, but it took a while longer...like and hour and fifteen minutes longer. It was cool though. Chloe and I sat in the car the entire time waiting on the car to roll down the slope we were parked on. We looked at her new issue of Teen Vogue. Chloe started sitting upside down then she wondered what would happen if someone that lived in the house came outside and saw her like that what the heck they would think. I would think she was mental or something, but then again she is...just kidding!
So anyway it turns out Mrs. Pat got back too late, but that was okay because we still got to go to Florence and hang out. Chloe and I went to a few stores. We stayed in Charlotte Russe for thirty minutes and ran into Nancy and one of her friends. Chloe bought two pairs of earrings and I got a flower pin for my hair.
So yeah, as you can see the whole plan to do history day research didn't work out. So tomorrow we're going to Florence to work.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Uh...I Can't Think of a Good One Right Now...

Today was a pretty good day. Wow...my life really rather crazy. Anyway, school was awesome considering I came home with no homework because us band folks got to march in the parade. I missed two classes and that was awesome, because one I really cannot stand becuase I don't understand anything in there. That's NOT my fought though. I haven't been explained how to do it, ask anyone else in the Honors class.
This afternoon was pretty weird though. I'm just hanging out on the computer when Bradley, my brother, comes upstairs and says we're going to the movies. I, knowing the movie theater that we would go to in Florence is forty-five minutes away, didn't believe him. I mean COME ON! It was like six-o-clock on a school night! Anyway, it turns out because he had been bugging my mom all afternoon about going to see the Polar Express she finally decided to go. Which I thought was sort of weird, ya know being a school night and all.
The Polar Express is a good movie though. I mean yeah loads of people are going to say "that's a little kid movie." Yeah, it is, but I enjoyed it because I am a little kid at heart anyway. It was really sweet or whatever.
So yeah, today was a good day, and I think tomorrow will be too. Considering of course I will go to Cole's Diner and eat with Collin and Andrew and anyone else that might show up. We have a pep rally at school (which gets me out of class and I get to hang out with band folks). And the football game tomorrow night! With more band folks! Anyway, as you can see I love my band folks, but I love everyone else too.

Oh yeah I noticed that Kate added two entries to her blog. Which is a jump...she had only one (she added two in one month!). Just kidding, girl! If you want to get to it and don't feel like searching my blog for the link...http://skiplittleworld.blogspot.com/.


Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Roller Coaster

Well jeez, my life just seems to be one crazy roller coaster. One day it's absolutely great and the next day I don't feel so good. My entry from yesterday was about how happy I was, but now I'm in one of those tired thinking modes. I'm being strangely quiet and the only things I feel like doing is sleeping or typing (weird, I know. Typing makes me feel better though). Plus I've got all this homework which is what I'm about to go do. I'm out. :-/

Oh yeah, The Scarlet Ibis is a really great story. I was crying by the end of it, even though I read it last year.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Good ol' Days

You really can't beat good ol' days like today. Well, at least the ending of this day. Of course there was the FCA meeting a 6:00 that was fun. The speaker to night was this black guy (not that I am racist or anything. It's basically the easiest to explain it). He was really awesome because he was really getting into it, and started using all the hand motions. It was cool. Afterwards, Katie, David, Collin, Andrew, Rebeka, Nancy, one of Katie's senior friends (don't really know him..), and I all when to Pizza Hut and had a time. We talked to Nicole who graduated last year and was in band. She works there or whatever. There was this one waitress we all thought had been sucking helium for the past two hours because her voice was really high and she scared David at one time. She was really cute though (not that I am judging girls or anything, but you know!).
Anyways, after we finally got done Bek was supposed to take me home, but both her mom and dad were at the Band Booster Club meeting. They weren't able to get out of it at the time so I had to get a ride with Andrew, who is a junior in high school. This happens to be one of the many rules of my mother; not to ride with high schoolers. I see why, but I mean COME ON! It's hardly a block from Pizza Hut to the bandroom. Well, I actually had a pretty clean conscience about it and rode with Andrew. He was a very safe driver too. He even had the emergency break when we got out, HAHA! Anyway, I knew that I would end up telling my mom anyway so when Mrs. Tana took me home I had her tell my mom that she told us to, which she did.
Bek and I got to sit in the last few minutes of the Booster Club meeting. That was pretty cool. They were talking about color guard and how we need to recrute some dance sudio people because I mean they have an idea of what to do. I mean at least to be expressive. Anyway, now I get to write down some people I know have taken dance in the past for Mrs. Lona. That's pretty cool. Well, I've homework to do.

Weird...a bunch of things today were "cool..." Oh yeah, I'm actually going to play oboe because Kate wants to play bass clarinet. That's cool too.


Monday, November 08, 2004

Stressing Out!

Alright, I'm about to be seriously stressing out! First of all, I miss marching band sooooo terribly badly! I wish I could do it all the time! Kate, Chloe and I seriously need to work on history day. The next deadline is in about a month, and we've got major work to do, so that bites. I've got seven classes to study for and keep up with regular homework in. On top of this I've got to do Lord of the Rings journal entries and whatnot!
Katlyn called earlier to ask me if I wanted to go to the beach with her and her family for her birthday. That would be awesome, but guess what!!! I might be working on history day. Not that it's a problem, I just feel really stressed out with all these deadlines and classes. Plus I've got to figure out what instrument I want to play because now, I've got the choice between oboe and bass clarinet. Chloe's doing bassoon (she's pretty sure anyway), and I think Kate is wanting to do bass clarinet, so luckly me, it works out that I get to play the instrument I think I want to play. Hopefully I will be able to. Anyway, I can't wait until next year and only four classes...stupid ninth grade academy...

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Choices

I don't know what I'm going to do. If I should go back to dancing or learn to play oboe. And the worst part is I have to let Mr. Pruitt know if I'm interested in the oboe by tomorrow! UGH! I hate decisions. I hardly never know which choice is the best for me, and I tend to try to make other happy first. I just don't ever want anyone mad at me.
Yes, I did change my template. The other one was getting a little too old. You also can't read my previous post because I had to make them in white rather than black colored font. If you must read them highlight them because if I go back a change the color of one I'll want to change the color of all of them.
Well, it's late on a Sunday night. I've seriously got to go get some sleep.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Thinking

Okay, I've really got to get out of the thinking mode. It makes me soooo tired all the time. I take naps all the time and it's a waste of my time. Wow, life changes fast. Yesterday I was saying how good life was. Not that it's bad or anything, I'm just tired of being tired..
I need to talk to someone, but I don't know who right now, and I'm not sure that I really want to talk to someone right now. I think I'm going to go in my room and pray or think for a while. I'll probably fall asleep though...

Life is good.

Except when you get hit in the face with pingpong balls and basketballs. So yeah, I've been listening to Relient K all week so that's cool. There was a football game tonight so that was awesome. Chloe did her awesome impressions of the wacko movie about "The Cask of Amontillado". Don't ask! Then Erika wouldn't hush saying "I'm quiet now, but when you leave, I'll be talking again". Don't ask about that either (I mean that should be self explanatory; it's Erika. Just kidding). Anyway, then she got the phrase stuck in my head; I didn't hush saying it.
Our marching performance during half time was pretty good. Mr. Pruitt said we were too good for Cheraw. Like all of three people probably stood up to clap for us. I mean not that we're the greatest, but COME ON! WE GOT SIXTH AT STATE!! Of course I guess most band parents were in the concession stand. Not that that's the only people we should get applause from.
Oh yeah, right before we were about to march out of the game JP called Chloe, Kate, and I over to see if any of us would consider playing the oboe. I'm really going to consider it. I mean, I thought about learning to play trumpet, but they're so loud and well we have enough of those. Of course most of the time oboes sound like gooses (yes, they are gooses). But I would get used to it I guess.
Fifth quarter was crazy. When I got there I had to change out of my uniform and then I played pingpong with Lee and Leslie. Then we started playing Extreme Pingpong where you play it off the walls and stuff. Lee hit me in the forehead with the pingpong ball. I had a circle on my head for five minutes. It started getting really hot in the building so Leslie and I decided to "roll out" and play basketball with Jed. Then like seven other people wanted to play and that was pretty dumb. Will hit me in the head with the basketball. That was weird. I mean I was just standing there, and suddenly I couldn't see anymore. He didn't meant to or anything. But I'm fine or whatever now. Not that you care or whatever.

The only thing that's hard about life right now is probably dealing with people that like me. I mean I love everybody, but I just can't like anyone right now. I totally don't mean to be a braggart on myself (but if you have a problem with that don't read this because the only reason I type in this thing is to stop thinking about things I don't care to call someone and tell them. They would think I'm a total idiot. I mean not that you reading this makes you interested and if you think I'm a total idiot then stop reading. Okay nevermind...). Once again, I have to get God and me right before I go off making me and some other guy right. I mean I'm totally flattered, but I just don't think a realationship would be good for me right now.
My life is also very spastic. I feel like I'm answering fifty questions a minute and explaining myself all the time. It's like I'm dreaming or something, ya know? I guess I refer to it as dreaming because the past couple of dreams I remember I was running. I don't know why though...

Wow, I feel really braggy about this entry..


Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Dance?

Today was a pretty good day. I went to Flo-town to get the new Relient K CD, which is pretty awesome. Then I went to McFayden Music to get some reeds and trumpet stuff. Now I've just gotta get a trumpet from the school or something. Then I went to the mall and saw Mrs. Tarelton (my science teacher), Jarret N., and Lindsay from dance. I talked to Lindsay for a while about dance and whatnot. She said there were only like four people in her class this year and that I should really start taking again now that marching band is over. I don't know what I'm going to do. If I should focus on music or start dancing again :-/. I'm really going to have to think about it.
Later I went to Books-A-Million and the new Old Navy. I didn't really get anything there, but I saw Katlyn at BAM. I also saw Jarret and some guy he was with again, but he didn't see me. Anyway, I've got homework to do...

Monday, November 01, 2004

Truly Random Ramblings

So yeah, I'm not quite missing band yet, but I guess that's a good thing. I think the reason I'm not missing it yet though is because I took a nap after school and that took up a lot of time. The one thing won't miss about band is the rumors. I absolutely hate them. I won't deny that I haven't heard some and probably said something about them. Although usually I won't say anything about them. Once I hear them I drop them and that's the end of it. Of course some times I would go and ask the person if it's true or not. I mean how real can you get there? But in actuality what will I do without band?!? I'm actually going to have to go do something to write down on my "Out of Class Fitness" sheet for gym!!!
Oh yay! The new Relient K CD comes out tomorrow! I can't wait! The songs I've heard on
http://www.purevolume.com/relientk were pretty awesome, so yeah. I just hope I can get out of Cheraw tomorrow, since we don't have school and all, to go get it. I mean I highly doubt our local Wal Mart is going to have it!
Recruiting little kids for marching band is fun. I can't wait to be an actual upper classmen to somebody. That will be cool, ya know? hehe. Being the Freshmen gets old...fast. It's fun though cause you know next year and the year after and the year after that you'll get to pick on them so it's all good.
In other ramblings...I really wish I could type something that I've been thinking about for the past few days, but I don't want just anyone to know, so I guess I can't. I'm just... ugh, papaya! (another band thing) frustrated.

 
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